Archive for January, 2010

Just when I’ve learned to move on…

Why are you like that?

Just when I am starting to learn the art of caring to you no more, you care for me the way you do when we met. I am moving on…and now, why are you holding my hand?? I am starting to live my life without you in it. Please, let me go. Don’t make me feel that I am special…or else I’ll have this expectation again…this stupid expectation that it’s possible…the you and me. Don’t make me hope when there’s nothing to hope for. It’s tiring. I know you know how I feel.

It’s not easy not to care. It’s not easy to pretend that you do not exist…because you my heart knows you are here…and you will always be…even in silence. This made me realize that, hey, I still care about you…the way I used to.

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…just a thought of you

I never run out of reasons to smile. That’s one thing I like about myself.

You know what you did??

On the day we met, you taught me how to smile for no reason.

You’re so pangeeeeeet! :-D

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Missing you everyday

In the effort of moving on, and not expecting something special to happen, I find myself missing you more…and more…day by day. It felt like you have been part of my day-to-day living.

You know, the moment I decided to train myself to live without a single thought of you, it made me realize one thing: IT’S SO HARD TO MOVE ON WHEN YOU’RE ALWAYS THE ONE I EVER WANTED.

With those days, I just couldn’t imagine myself with someone else. You’re all I ever wanted. Right now, you will always be. How long? I can never tell. Maybe…for as long as I can take all the pain and tears enclosed with the thought of being happy for what we are and what we have.

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I never left

The pain is my only reminder that it is real.

I hope he knows I never left. Changes maybe obvious but, hey, it’s still the same me…the one you used to know.

You know, I MISS YOU.

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