In the effort of moving on, and not expecting something special to happen, I find myself missing you more…and more…day by day. It felt like you have been part of my day-to-day living.
You know, the moment I decided to train myself to live without a single thought of you, it made me realize one thing: IT’S SO HARD TO MOVE ON WHEN YOU’RE ALWAYS THE ONE I EVER WANTED.
With those days, I just couldn’t imagine myself with someone else. You’re all I ever wanted. Right now, you will always be. How long? I can never tell. Maybe…for as long as I can take all the pain and tears enclosed with the thought of being happy for what we are and what we have.